She wasn't ready, she didn't want to go outside but she didn't want to stay here. She tightened her grip on his shirt, making two small fists against his back before she looked up at him. She didn't stretch, it hurt too much to but she tugged him down a little before she kissed him once brief and quick before she took a breath, a breath that sounded more like a sob and kissed him again harder.

It wasn't enough, she kissed him desperately before holding tighter to him.